Happy New Year

I hope yer start into the new year has been better than mine. I stepped into the spikes of me crutches. Great! And that just minutes before midnight. But anyway.

The big bang followed 2 days later. A letter from the insurance. They wont pay one cent. The letter was full of grammar mistakes and if I would have sent a letter like that in me apprenticeship, I would have been killed!
Now I have to fight again for me right. They said that the CRPS I got in me foot didn’t come from the accident I had and the following surgery! I really have to fight for me right! I need that money! I wanna move out here! I can’t live with me ex forever! I wanna have me own place! I wanna be free again!
Ok, it’s nice and sweet of him and his family that they kinda adopted me and that I’m allowed to live in the house till I find a place. But I need money! And I’m too disabled for work, but not disabled enough for getting money!

Sometimes I wonder where I’m getting the strength from to fight over and over again! Ok, I got days where I just wanna give up on everything.

But I’m not giving up hope that this new year will be better than the last one! Wish me luck!