My thoughts, my opinions, my days…

A little bit of me

I’m a cynical, ironic, sarcastic, half scotish young (or so) woman, who’s suffering from CRPS since 2010.

A lot changed since I got the diagnosis. Actually everything changed. Pain is my daily companion. Also I turned into a warrior. Because I have to fight for me rights. CRPS is not recognized by insurances or even the governement. Doctors are giving up very quickly, because there is no common treatment. Every CRPS is different.

I lost the feeling in me toes months ago. And the disease is spreading to me hips and me hands now. I can’t walk without crutches or a wheelchair. Me family deleted me, because a crippl doesn’t fit into their image (I’m not even on the pics of me sisters wedding!). The CRPS changed everything. But I value life more than before. It’s hard to live with this disease. The pain is making you very emotional and the fight on all fronts is making you very depressed sometimes. But I’m not giving up. I’m a fighter! I even fight for keeping me leg (the docs want to take it off!)!

What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger!

CRPS on Wikipedia

4 Responses

  1. tipsylife

    I like your woods though. They would be different with thout you thanks.

    Do you mind if smoke?

    July 22, 2009 at 10:02 am

  2. Narrenkaiserin

    Just go on

    July 22, 2009 at 10:10 am

  3. ARTHUR NJUGUNA

    Haven’t been on your blog for a while. Been busy elsewhere commenting on politics and such stuff. Didn’t put you off my mind though. Came by today to check maybe you grew a mustache while I was away…. ha ha ha. I like your raving coz it shows your vibrancy thanks.

    There is shift in gears now, meaning you are now on the level plains where the view is all the way to the horizons. Drive your thoughts on. Am right behind you. Your are just one great soul.

    September 12, 2009 at 3:20 pm

  4. ARTHUR NJUGUNA

    Gi me time to read now coz i wanted to peek at your face first. I wan to what you been upto. I will get in touch.

    September 12, 2009 at 3:21 pm

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